Patience

One day at a time,
One step at a time,
One thought at a time.
It feels as though im a young child or an infirmed elderly. I wish to run but, i can only crawl. I wish to know but, I am left contemplating. I wish to rise but, I must kneel. Each day fighting against my nature. And each day I see my life course being adjusted meticulously by the actions I take. I have goals now, I have a focus now, but they can not be reached quickly or easily. Instead they require me to crawl, so I can fight against the current. They require me to contemplate, so I can act wisely. They require me to kneel, so I can receive guidance. So that one day I can achieve these goals and serve my focus. And I will do it...
One day at a time,
One step at a time,
One thought at a time.

Love Correctly

To love correctly you must believe totally.
To believe totally you must trust completely.
To trust completely you must have  faith.
To have faith you must love correctly.

Your Voice

I wait for you to wake, just to hear your voice again. I would hear you speak before I take my first breath. And hear you speak last before my eyes close. Every word from your lips gives life to my soul and strength to my form. With your command you give me purpose, for absent your voice I am lost. Deprive me no longer your sweet call. See me brought back to purpose with but one word. A word that only you know.

Not What I Want

I dont want exactly what Im looking for. I'm afraid of having exactly what I want. When you have what you want the only thing left to do is lose it. I spend more time worrying about what I do wrong than what I do right. More time praying not to lose what I have. Waiting for the day I make that fatal mistake and everything slips away. Because I don't deserve what I want

Simple Love

Smiles like summer but with eyes of December. You rescue me with a glance and your name brings happiness.

Taken

I hope when you fall asleep I infect your dreams. With every dream, I hope you grow more and more love sick. I hope you imagine me holding you tightly, feel the warmth of my breath against your neck, imagine my fingers running through your hair, the touch of my lips against yours, grasping your hips and taking away your resolve...Then I hope you wake up, distraught, lonely, sick, as though something has been taken from you, just like you've been taken from me.

Do You Live In Reality

Is reality where you are or where your mind is? I often find myself stuck in a tangible world chasing intangible thoughts.