Sunday, December 12, 2010
Im Your Everything
I'm trying to be everything. Everything to you, friends, parents, maybe even god. I'm exhausted and i can't do this anymore. Its impossible to be everything you just end up being nothing and I wont. Just to be loved for who I am now not who I could become seems like a dream. I wanted you for everything you are... I wish you would have said the same
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I feel you on this one man. I really really do.
ReplyDeleteNever knows except own insecurities as you was excepted in much more amazing way than you could ever possible imagine. It was I that always had to keep on improving and changing to ever ,feel you be Proud or have praise rather than disappointments .
ReplyDeleteThe dream of being loved for who we are is not an impossible one. So many people like us to be who they like to see. But rarely do they see the whole picture. When you decide who you are and are brave enough to show it, then you see who applauds and who turns away. It is excruciating. Yet, it is then that we know (by who is left) the kind of person we have become. This doesn't mean that we can't improve on who we are. We should always strive for betterment. In fact, it is the love of others that should push us to that betterment. But, the question is: Is the person who's love I desire worth the changes they want me to make? In other words: Are they asking for little things? Or are they asking for big things? Is that person a little thing to me? Or are they a big thing to me?
ReplyDelete"Is that person a little thing to me? Or are they a big thing to me?"
ReplyDeleteThat was a very insightful remark. I find that in my life i tend to not let many people really get to know me. So anyone who has gotten to the point of honestly knowing me is an important person in my life. Which makes their rejection all the more hard. Alas that is life though, better to accept reality than fight it.