Chaos Theory

There's a chaos theory in my mind. A mind that's ablaze with confusion of meaningless thoughts. Words, feelings, desires are all disregarded here. With each day my heart grows unresponsive, numb to the inconsistencies of emotion in my head because hearts do not adapt. When pushed they stop working to preserve you alive until there is nothing left to save. So here I am lost in obscurity waiting to die I suppose. And the only thing I know is this... Nothing heard is true, except everything said is a lie.