Tuesday, March 30, 2010

This Is How

This is how you love a girl... fallow closely
This is how you ask her out, don't sound desperate
This is how you pick her up, on time
This is how you talk to her, talk about her interests
This is how you hold her hand, not too tight
This is how you make her laugh, not to hard
This is how you look at her, into her eyes
This is how you make her smile, into your eyes
This is how you say goodnight, pull her close
This is how you kiss her, not to fast
This is how you court her, remember special dates
This is how you try to be, perfect
This is how you call her, your girlfriend
This is how you treat her, put her first
This is how you'll lose her, put her second
This is when you'll miss her, after
And this how you'll ruin your life...This how you love a girl, This is how you love a girl, This how you love a girl

Sunday, March 28, 2010

See No Evil

She walks so beautifully sure as though each step were destiny. The look in her eyes say otherwise. Trying to make you believe ending this is right. Trying to make herself believe ending it is right. Finding reasons in the chaos of why this wasn't meant to be. When there's a thousand voices screaming that it is. Its easier for her to walk away leaving you in pieces. But in the egotism of self pity its easy to miss something. For a breath of an instant there's pain in her eyes, because shes bleeding to.

I'm glad I didn't miss the look

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Sea Of My Love

Oh darling please don't cast me off tonight. I long to sail on the plush cascade of ecstasy dripping from your lips. Just one taste and your every desire I will stretch to its limit. Relax as my love crashes over you, running down every curve, finding every bend, massaging every tension. Then with tempest waves erode your resolve washing you away. Forever lost in a sea of my love.

Your love still moves me

Friday, March 19, 2010

No Regrets

If I knew I was going to die today there are a lot of things I would regret... but loving you wouldn't be one of them

Never forget please

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Make It Worth It

Your next step may be the one that kills you... so might as well make it a jump

Love with no regret

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Stranger to Myself

Every time I hear you say how perfect he is, all I hear is how imperfect I am. Everything with you is what I didn't do or never did. I fall asleep feeling miserable and worthless hoping that I can dream away these thoughts. Still I wake with a sinking feeling in my chest. I get through my days on sheer power of will, but often find myself exhausted and confused by the end. I'm living in a world I feel no part of, in a world where nothing feels right. I think I'm bleeding out on the inside, every second a drop closer to peace. I know where this is all heading, so maybe I should be brave and embrace the peace.

 "O God, do not keep far away from me. O my God, do hurry to my assistance" (Ps 71:12)

Monday, March 15, 2010

Lets Play a Game

If love is a game then you cheated. You broke the rules when you broke my heart, now how will I ever play again? I guess win though...

The broken part still loves you

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Enemies Closer

Someone I trusted hurt me today. They waited till I was weak, till I was looking for comfort, looking for help. Then they twisted the sword that was already in my heart. Now I see that all along I have been surrounded not by friends but enemies. And as they close in upon me I'll think of you. The one who betrayed me with a kiss.

Still closing my eyes for you...

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Silent Witness

I promise not to talk because ive got nothing left to say,
But this screaming hole in my heart is giving you away

Gratutude For Love

This morning I felt sick like the day you left. I rolled around in bed trying to hide from this feeling. Finally I prayed and something came to me. A lot of people never get to feel this. They never find someone they feel this strongly about. And I think that's something I should be grateful for. Experiencing a day in your love was far great than a life time without.

My gratitude & my love

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Make Your Way to the Sea

She made her way down to the sea
So she could hide her tears
So she could drown her fears
She made her way down to the sea
And Baby have no fears
Baby Im not near
Make your way down to the sea

Friday, March 5, 2010

Love Withheld

Why dont I write you everyday? Its not because I dont think about you because I do with every breath. I write poems you might never see and worse might never know are for you. I tell myself its better this way so I dont cause you pain, so I dont complicate your life. So I gladly suffer to see you happy... holding back my love because I love you

Dream of me please