I wait for you to wake, just to hear your voice again. I would hear you speak before I take my first breath. And hear you speak last before my eyes close. Every word from your lips gives life to my soul and strength to my form. With your command you give me purpose, for absent your voice I am lost. Deprive me no longer your sweet call. See me brought back to purpose with but one word. A word that only you know.
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
I dont want exactly what Im looking for. I'm afraid of having exactly what I want. When you have what you want the only thing left to do is lose it. I spend more time worrying about what I do wrong than what I do right. More time praying not to lose what I have. Waiting for the day I make that fatal mistake and everything slips away. Because I don't deserve what I want
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Monday, January 16, 2012
I hope when you fall asleep I infect your dreams. With every dream, I hope you grow more and more love sick. I hope you imagine me holding you tightly, feel the warmth of my breath against your neck, imagine my fingers running through your hair, the touch of my lips against yours, grasping your hips and taking away your resolve...Then I hope you wake up, distraught, lonely, sick, as though something has been taken from you, just like you've been taken from me.