So perfect in every important way. So flawless in unimagined ways. You come to me as a dream of a possible reality to be. I don't know what I have done to deserve this. Why would an angel want to be beside me and touch the face of wrong? And all she asks in return for her love is I follow the rules.
Thursday, July 12, 2012
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
I can't spend another day without you. I feel myself breaking at the soul. Forgetting who I am, what I am. I stare at your pictures saying I love you until I fall asleep, wishing to never wake up but I always do. I try to remember why I'm here, why I deserve this for walking away. Or did you leave? I can't even remember anymore. I only know the reality of the pain and anguish I find myself in. Why can't I be with you now? Whats keeping you from my arms? I don't want answers though, I just want things to change so I can live again. So I can take my first breath and stop bleeding instead. How do you manage my love? We belong together, we were made for one another. Never have I ever felt so strong as when we are together. I know you must feel this distance. Does it not pain you to? Please come back to me. Lay your head beside mine and touch my face to see the truth behind my words. Let me heal as I run fingers through your hair and drink from your lips. And when I am drunk off you and my mind slips away in peace then you may kill me and leave. I would rather die at your hands then die slowly away from them.
I love you
These times I can’t even put into words. The feeling of being young and alive tonight. To have that burning fire in our hearts. Reckless thoughts racing through our minds. Tasting the best moments of our lives expecting them to never end.