Monday, November 29, 2010

Take Me Away

Decisions decisions. I'm tired of being the one to choose. Tired of deciding whats right and wrong. Tired of putting everything on the line. If your the one then come get me... make the decision for me.

Monday, November 22, 2010


Lost in finding redemption from the tragic stage of life. In a time when everything seemed to go wrong...

We missed everything that went right.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Chasing Sunrise

I may be waiting for the sun to set but, I will forever be chasing the sunrise.

Friday, November 19, 2010

One Trust

She doesn't trust me, maybe with good reason. Do I trust myself, do I know my own feelings, what if I'm wrong? But what if shes the One... or just the one before the One? She feels like the One. I need to take a risk. I need to win her trust.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Mind Over Matter

In life if you set your mind on something you can accomplish anything... except making someone love you. So set your mind on everything but your heart on nothing.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Blind To The Obvious

The leaves are gone, the trees are bare, the wind is bitter. Where did the time go? Another season missed, another change unnoticed. Maybe that's why people move south, less change, less to miss. Did you see the change?

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Say something stupid and people will laugh at you for years.
Write something stupid and people will laugh at you for centuries.
Somethings wrong or rather somethings still wrong. I just don't feel right about anything. I still feel like I don't belong here, maybe somewhere but not here. I'm dead walking among the living it would seem. I thought coming back would make me feel whole again, give me some direction, some hope. The closest I've come to feeling any of that is you though. You give me hope, make me feel real again. Your the one thing in this world that I'm certain about... but because of that you can't love me...

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

If waiting is a waste of time, what am I suppose to do with the time spent waiting for you?

Friday, November 5, 2010

Meaning Of Love

Sometimes love is more than words. Sometimes love is making someone believe, making someone trust, making someone whole again. Sometimes love never dies but sometimes it quits, so love means never quitting. And when everything must be surrendered... sometimes love means that.

Monday, November 1, 2010

Please Never Understand

If only I could make you see. Make you understand the confusion in my mind. Know what suspicion of peoples intentions feels like. And then how it feels to question your own. Maybe then you wouldn't have all the answers or see in black and white. But then who would I hold to keep my world together? And who's eyes would fill me with a glimpse of hope? So I pray that you never know those things...


Always too far for right but never far enough for wrong.