Thursday, September 15, 2011

By The Way You Love

I know your name
                             By the way you love me
I know your eyes
                             By the way they burn
I know your skin
                             By the way it feels
I know your lips
                             By the way they taste
But all this is for nothing because i do not know your heart.

I wish i knew your heart
                                             But I only know it bleeds
I wish i knew your soul
                                             But I only see it pains
I wish i knew your dreams
                                             But i only see their not of me
And I wish i knew your faith
                                             But I only know its not in me
Still none of that matters because I know your name
                                                                               By the way you love

Thursday, July 14, 2011


I've never seen anything so beautiful yet so uncertain of its worth. With eyes forever pointed down you fear an unkind word or a disapproving glance. But in so doing you deprive the world and you deprive me. I've seen the power in your eyes and the truth behind your stare. Deep and lucid your eyes seem to search soul to discern the worthy. Oh if only you would gaze upon yourself, then the immense certainty of your worth would be clear. Raise your eyes and see what I see, see what you are, see who I would give anything for...

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Join the Unwanted

You never will be someone's first choice of love. Forever exiled to the numb grip of solitude. The sooner you forget warmth and touch the less you will feel the void. Let emptiness consume your soul because here there is no loneliness, there is no pain, only acceptance of fate. Fighting to be loved is what brings pain. So come join the unwanted, join me...

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Love To Death

To love with your whole heart but then be able to love again is faulty reasoning. How can you love anything else when you have already given everything? Real love is true martyrdom, there is only love to death or don't love at all...

Missing Summer

I miss her like i miss summer. I only wish she came around as often as the seasons, then i would be content. But summer is here and she is not. So for me it is forever winter.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Paper Dreams

You can plan your whole life out on paper... but just remember somebody else is holding a match

Lonely Comfort

At times I wish I wasn't alone, but its the loneliness that gives me balance, gives me a sense familiarity. Its all I know, but not all I wish to know...

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Life Changing

At certain points in life you realize you need a change. A change from what you know, a change from who you know, a change from who you are. These can be the scariest and most telling moments


Removing oneself from all familiar surroundings allows room for unfamiliar thought.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

The Waiting Game

Waiting for the right one means letting a lot of good ones go. Just remember what your waiting for

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Face To Face

I only wish I said I love you in person. So that way you could see the truth behind my words. And feel the pain behind yours.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Still Searching

Its not about finding the one. Its about the one finding you.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Lateral Moves

With you I feel time is neither lost nor gained. Which makes you the biggest waste of all.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Fire Consumes

I feel this fire burning in my chest. A fire of all the things i feel but not allowed to express. Why wont you come and calm the flames with your touch?... Maybe its better to let the fire consume itself.

Hole You've Made

And everyone wants to see how deep is the hole inside of me. Deep enough to never let you out, its not so fun when your the one who can't get out.

Monday, January 24, 2011

Whats Wrong?

I'm tried of people asking me what's wrong, I don't know what to say. This is who I am. So I guess that means everything is wrong... Sorry to disappoint you.
Does doing what's right count even if you don't want to do it?

Thursday, January 6, 2011


Being good at everything means nothing when your not the best at something.
Being well rounded doesn't count for much when your always the second choice.
Maybe that's why your alone...
You see a hundred ways your better than them, but they only need one way to be special.

Time Keeper

I'm caught in the sands of time, watching the world around me change. I don't change though, I live in slow motion alone. What did i do to deserve this? Letting go was a mistake but, holding on would have been a tragedy...

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

No one appreciates life more than a tortured soul.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Too Late Then

I've come such a long way. And all I wanted was your help to take the last steps. I will make it though... Don't help me then.